yes yes it is the dreadful period. i got two papers. did one last wednesday and i got an upcoming one next monday. having bad vibes about it. i really need some divine help right now, make me pass all my modules. my desire to get out of school is overwhelming, i tell you. never been so miserable in school before.
no clue what else to write about. i dont seem to be looking forward to anything now. and i pray that i wont have to go for tonsils operation. get well soon!
Friday, November 28, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I wonder
why my blog link doesnt appear? Is it because i deleted once before? Nooooo, because silly me had a typo error haha!
next wednesday is my first paper and i still havent start on anything because i still have one more project submission on friday and my cousin's website to do. my work for my internship boss is currently stalled. i feel so bad! i wish i got more time in my hands.
good news is that my sleeping habits have started to change but bad news is that because im on stronger medication. last saturday, i lost my voice and i sound like a man. today, is somewhat half half. hopefully, i'll get my voice asap.
updates on my sandlot application, got an email for a short intro phone interview from seattle on friday morning! im so excited but there are over 50 applicants for 13 placings. i shall do some research and practice what im going to say later. i must get into the program, once in a lifetime opportunity. i hope and pray that everything goes well, so i could prove to someone that i am something, something special and i have abilities too. it brings me down everytime someone thinks that im not good enough for anything. i believe i got alot of potential to work in abt anything. i must achieve this goal.
anyways, i hope my friend will take home the ms world crown in africa. all the best to her! reminiscing the good times in school together.
next wednesday is my first paper and i still havent start on anything because i still have one more project submission on friday and my cousin's website to do. my work for my internship boss is currently stalled. i feel so bad! i wish i got more time in my hands.
good news is that my sleeping habits have started to change but bad news is that because im on stronger medication. last saturday, i lost my voice and i sound like a man. today, is somewhat half half. hopefully, i'll get my voice asap.
updates on my sandlot application, got an email for a short intro phone interview from seattle on friday morning! im so excited but there are over 50 applicants for 13 placings. i shall do some research and practice what im going to say later. i must get into the program, once in a lifetime opportunity. i hope and pray that everything goes well, so i could prove to someone that i am something, something special and i have abilities too. it brings me down everytime someone thinks that im not good enough for anything. i believe i got alot of potential to work in abt anything. i must achieve this goal.
anyways, i hope my friend will take home the ms world crown in africa. all the best to her! reminiscing the good times in school together.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
The return of ...
yes, im back. i have the urge to write again.
life is pretty tough right now.
i slept at 630am yesterday or should i say this morning. came home from sec sch gathering 1.40am! then washed up, did some search on longchamp bag online but find it quite expensive still and not worth it but i like the design esp the long handles! then did some last min changes for my game design project, i swear working with boys is f-ing irritating. last but not the least in my to-do list was py's birthday card. i had fun doing it. and finally i got to sleep!
Longchamp Les Pliages Shopping Tote
im supposed to go to my cousin's shop to help him out with his flash website but i forgot to take the installation cd from someone. thus, i finally made a decision. told my cousin that i will do the flash at home and bring the cd (somehow) after school on thursday.
my dark rings under my eyes are more visible more. its really horrible and im having a splitting headache from my really late sometimes sleepless nights. i miss my grandma sometimes which leads to tears flowing down. im not someone who shares what i feel to somebody, im not used to it. furthermore, people have problems too to handle on their own. probably that is why im having intense emotional breakdown this past month.
i hope i can get my 12 months training in US. i need the time out from being here. i need to run away. run far far away from here to mend my broken heart.
life is pretty tough right now.
i slept at 630am yesterday or should i say this morning. came home from sec sch gathering 1.40am! then washed up, did some search on longchamp bag online but find it quite expensive still and not worth it but i like the design esp the long handles! then did some last min changes for my game design project, i swear working with boys is f-ing irritating. last but not the least in my to-do list was py's birthday card. i had fun doing it. and finally i got to sleep!
im supposed to go to my cousin's shop to help him out with his flash website but i forgot to take the installation cd from someone. thus, i finally made a decision. told my cousin that i will do the flash at home and bring the cd (somehow) after school on thursday.
my dark rings under my eyes are more visible more. its really horrible and im having a splitting headache from my really late sometimes sleepless nights. i miss my grandma sometimes which leads to tears flowing down. im not someone who shares what i feel to somebody, im not used to it. furthermore, people have problems too to handle on their own. probably that is why im having intense emotional breakdown this past month.
i hope i can get my 12 months training in US. i need the time out from being here. i need to run away. run far far away from here to mend my broken heart.
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