life is pretty tough right now.
i slept at 630am yesterday or should i say this morning. came home from sec sch gathering 1.40am! then washed up, did some search on longchamp bag online but find it quite expensive still and not worth it but i like the design esp the long handles! then did some last min changes for my game design project, i swear working with boys is f-ing irritating. last but not the least in my to-do list was py's birthday card. i had fun doing it. and finally i got to sleep!
im supposed to go to my cousin's shop to help him out with his flash website but i forgot to take the installation cd from someone. thus, i finally made a decision. told my cousin that i will do the flash at home and bring the cd (somehow) after school on thursday.
my dark rings under my eyes are more visible more. its really horrible and im having a splitting headache from my really late sometimes sleepless nights. i miss my grandma sometimes which leads to tears flowing down. im not someone who shares what i feel to somebody, im not used to it. furthermore, people have problems too to handle on their own. probably that is why im having intense emotional breakdown this past month.
i hope i can get my 12 months training in US. i need the time out from being here. i need to run away. run far far away from here to mend my broken heart.
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